"You need to have a little faith. Not everyone you love is going to leave you."
All my Hugs, kisses and love for
You
Screw it, who am I kidding :)
How it throbs and throbs and never stop throbbing. & everything get mixed up in my head. Everything feels so surreal at this moment, everything is gone in a snap just like that. Like all my dreams and wishes got torn just because you could. I just thought we were the greatest ever, I thought everything was fine. & now, everything get mixed up in my head and heart. How it throbs and throbs and never stops throbbing
Today's probably the saddest day of my life and it hurts so bad, I really don't know what to do and where we are heading to ... But whatever it is, I'm glad , ultimately, I have all these wonderful people around me. For all the hugs, smiles, drawing on the table, smses and everything just to make me smile, You know I appreciate them all, and thank you :)
Well, tonigh's gonna be a good good night;
Coffee is good however too strong or weak it is. It makes me nervous and excited. There was once I had three glasses of coffee in a day, my head was all butterfly I could not contain and my heart thumped so fast and hard all I did was pray it won't die. Yet, it was fantastic truth be told.
And you, you're better than coffee. You're my kind of imperfectly perfect. See you march latah
Mizi is booking out tomorrow. Misschu :)
I was flying high ;
Today me & z walked the entire city. Z gave me 3/4 of his fried dumplings because I like them and he made me giggle like little girl, O how I love you so :) No milk tea but we ended up with overpriced blended mocha , and no sushi but me ended up with super overprice strawberry biscuit. Food fair fest is the root of all evil definitely. That aside, gotta keep on exercising. Because a healthy body is healthy mind and soul. Am I right or right ? I want to eat more dumplings, hungry :(
Brother coming tomorrow. So many things to do, me no likey -.-
So, today did not go as how I expected it to be. I did not continue reading my book and very little exercising and Hell I did not do any school's work. Yet, I guess it's pretty alright, it's saturday anyway :)
So this is what I did today ;
I tidied up the house for some guests are coming tomorrow, washed and washed dishes, watched Titanic and getting chocked up throughout the last 30 minutes, made something inedible for my dear sweetest boy ever ever ever in the wholes wides worlds and now, I'm waiting for Harry potter to start on channel 5 and then go down to have dinner with my no-brainer who didn't bring enough money and who didn't borrow money so she can have some for the ride home. Omg, I think it runs in the family. Ohwell :)
& I told you I like oogling at attractive girls. You mention who , O i know her & nothing freaky about it :)
I'm so eff sleepy. Throughout today, I fell asleep talking stoning reading and thinking. So sleepy. but what a bore my friday would be :(
Yesterday was crappy I know, but everything is settled now since I have a super daddy and super boyfriend :) Mizi called me last night and we laughed a little but it made the rest of the day so much brighter suddenly :) Couldn't sleep last night so I decided to re-read Jody's book and made myself this sandwich : Bread, salad, fried egg, cheese, microwave, HEAVEN - because I didn't have my dinner and it was terrible. I was still hungry when I woke up this morning, omg, what I'm turning into.
Anyway, before school started I youtubed for a little while & this girl is so cute I can't take it, my goodness. Wanna be like her wanna be like her! hahahaha. Mizi booking out tomorrow! yippie yuppie hooooo! Pass me the song sooooooon aye z :D
Today's school was so funny, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Cannot take it, so funny :D
1. Inhaled a slice of bread with a jam which was knived out from its' lovely shape in a jar. I got hungry even when I was still munching it but it's too much of a hassle to cook dinner because I need to wash the utensils again and I just did a mountain of it earlier today. Dishes from the past days which my sister couldn't bother to do eventhough she had nothing to do at home, and my poor little thing, got very tired doing. So tired, leftover rice was still in the cooker for God knows how many days. Speaking of which, I need to wash later :(
2. Played around with z's jeans which is a total score but I'm such a loser because I'm too lazy to find anything that matches with it. Maybe I'll just wait for you guys to wear them and be jealous of it and smirked upon it because you think you're cool enough to wear when as a matter of fact, I've been chucking it at the back of my closet. Who's cooler now huh. I'm such a loser -.-
3. Dress that I bidded on ebay, and the color is totally different from the picture and how come I had no idea it's silky. It's depressing I keep on buying clothes and made every newbie my new favourite and get a new one in two days. This is ridiculous. I need to get a bloody brain. Immediately.
Out of the big picture, my former tutor took all the trouble to send me a warning letter for practically all modules. And I hope siti shuts the fuck up for one day and cuts me a freaking slack. And I hope the world just need to shove up any comments up their own fingernails. But wait, what am I talking. Of course you, world, have no choice but to do that because ha! I can't read any of your comments
& this is totally not me talking, this is some crazy girl.
I'm tired and sleepy, I'm such a whiner when all I had to do today was to go to school and laugh. Working sounds so much fun. The doing part though, not so much. Need to put that in mind, need to put that in mind. More money would be great however, so I can start being less cheapo. Hahahahahahahaha, ahhh well, life's good enough :)
School ended earlier today and I asked Huiru to accompany me to get some help for my eyebags. Japanese food fair was so so so so distracting, I ended up with 6 doughnuts which I inhaled at the spot and a stick of chicken. So much for trying to eat healthy.
But it's alright! Because for every ring-a-donut I had, I owed myself a set of exercise. Omg, dreading it and going to die. But a girl has to do what a girl has to do! Either that, or the risk of people telling you that you're looking like an aunty and that cannot happen or I will cry :( So for that, need to choose what to wear on sunday thoroughly! HAHAHAHAHA
I'm so blank-minded nowadays, bye
In case you guys are wondering about my necklace, they are of 925 sterling silver base plated with 14k gold/ 14k white gold. So whatever that means, I dont think its pure gold, but me still likey anyhow :) My eyebags are killing me, I kept on falling asleep in classes today. I can't wait for friday because I'll be eating tom yum at foodcourt four, OMG damn yummy I bet!
Mizi gotten his itouch yesterday and it's so cool. We roamed around city and ended up at my house with so much drama again. My pooooooooooooooor mizi :( Will hug you up and let's eat sushi this weekend! & cloth your new itouch up too :D
Will eat while friends is on and exercise later on! toooods!
Peace, love & ice cream;
Fried rice at the usual place. Cheap thrills at cotton on. Long walks and long loud laughters. Ben & Jerry. Live band. Sushi. Daiso. Laughs laughs laughs catchups catchups catchups love love love. Love you girls :)
My handsome harry potter is on now :D
You're the best man I'll ever know
There's no way I can ever go
No, no, there's no way
No, no, no, no way I'm living without you
Im not living without you
I dont wanna be free
Im staying
Im staying
And you, and you
You're gonna love me
Today's school was tiring as always. On the way home, I asked huiru how was her weekend and then I remembered that it's actually thursday and I've already asked that question on monday, hahahaha. Today screw pretty loose, right cathy? hahahahaha. I'm so hungry. Anyway, magically, I have fringes today eventhough it's uneven hehehe. I can't wait for tomorrow and lepak with girlfriends on saturday and mizi on sunday. Weeeeuuuuuuweeeeee :)
Some color in my life! weeweee! Went to esplanade library with my dear love to get some work done eventhough I didn't really do so because well... I'm pita. We had chocolate smoothies, nachos, eclairs puff and raisin cookies while doing our own things. Three hours passed and I had to get away from true facts about airconditioners so off we went to walk around and then home after that and so much drama afterwards. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. God O God, why am I so much of a crybaby and a drama mama, I wonder why some people could even love. I want to be pretty pretty like so many girls :( so I'm going to cry less and look at everything with my heart! hahahahaha, yes ! :D
No more breaks from school for me.
p/s : I SO LOOK LIKE A MAN, & I lost my thermometer and thumbdrive, anyone who has an idea where are they ... PLEASE CONTACT ME! i'm going to try to be more girly .... TO LOOK MORE LIKE A GIRL :(
Sorry.
First day of school of the week and it was so tiring already. My goodness, barely was awake for accounts with the hungry stomach. Barely was awake for anything except for lunch and lessons after the uncle's topnotch handmade milk tea. Dragged myself out of bed today, that's why. Gotta chase got to chase! Yes definitely.
Anyway, those are what I've been eating for the past few days. Heavenly I know homies. Watched BET with mizi before he tucked in for five straight hours last sunday. Lots of work to do! & I'm very tired, so ciao
I'm a vegetarian and I ain't fucking scared of him;
So, As everyone should know by now, something happened to MJ. If you don't really, wow, you're definitely updated. Honestly, I didn't really care when I read it on msn.com. I was like, oh alright, finally he's dead. Something that I didn't tell anyone. Instead, I brought him up as a topic to talk with people just to get the ice breaking. Even yesterday, when MTV 's still making a huge fuss of it, I was thinking to myself , This is so forty seconds ago, okay he's dead, move on.
& then today, I had nothing better to do so I decided to sit through Michael Jackson's official top 40 songs on mtv. Blow me off my mind they did. No wonder he's called the king. I mean, who even made that much of songs and made them all great ? Not anyone I know, that I'm sure. So there, Rest in peace & If I were to be born to watch all your music, I'm sure I'll be a die-hard fan. & You looked so good in thriller!
Meanwhile, I have my own to be a die hard fan of
Wow like a spam of mizi. Hhahahahahahahahaha. See you tomorrow love! I'm sorry for all the times I forgotten about you but I loved you and I love you even more now! All my heart for you for sticking up with me! sooooooooo cheeesy! hahahhahhahahha! Miss you :)
